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Continue reading →: Day 30 – Sleepy But Reducing Dosage Anyhow
(At ~37.5% of full dosage, and 20 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) OK, so even though I went to bed last last night and woke up early this morning, before my alarm clock went off, like more than an hour and a half before it went…
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Continue reading →: Day 29 – Delaying Dosage Drop by One Day
(At ~50% of full dosage, and 19 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) I woke up this moring feeling more exhausted than usual, which is interesting because yesterday I found myself with more energy than I’ve had in some time. It was the first day in the…
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Continue reading →: Day 28 – Nervous But Ready for Final Day at 50% Dosage
(At ~50% of full dosage, and 18 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) So yep, that’s the plan for tomorrow. I will drop for 2 tablets to 1.5. This represents a turning point and a milestone. It feels like a next step in the path towards making…
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Continue reading →: Day 27 – Realizations About Practicing my Free Will
(At ~50% of full dosage, and 17 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative but taking a day off of Bright Mind to prevent building a tolerance to it) Feeling good this morning. So much writing to do, so much to express, although nothing really in terms of…
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Continue reading →: Day 26 – My “Old Friends”, Exhaustion, Depression, and Anxiety
(At ~50% of full dosage, and 16 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) More difficult experiences and feelings yesterday, mixed in with some beautiful ones. This is the story of my life right now. I am not satisfied with the way things are, in any way shape…
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Continue reading →: Day 25 – Lack of Motivation But No Withdrawals
(At ~50% of full dosage, and 15 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) Yesterday was, once again, a bit of a shit show as far as my life circumstances go. Sometimes it’s hard to believe I am still standing with all of the drama, that I don’t…
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Continue reading →: Day 24 – Feeling Better, No Differences at 50%
(At ~50% of full dosage, and 14 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) Quick update: Very limited on time, so I’ll just leave it at this for now….
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Continue reading →: Day 23 – At the 50% Mark and Feeling Much Better(!)
(At ~50% of full dosage, and 13 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) After the truly crappy way I was feeling yesterday morning and the day before, causing me to postpone my reduction from 2.5 to 2 tablets, I wasn’t sure that I was going to be…
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Continue reading →: Day 22 – “Not So Fast, Hotshot”
(At ~63% of full dosage, and 12 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative) So the last 24 hours, more so than any other point in this journey, seems to have found me experiencing some sort of withdrawal effects. Nothing huge, and also, nothing that I haven’t really…
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Continue reading →: Day 21 – No Desire to “Retreat” Despite Profound Challenges
(At ~63% of full dosage, and 11 days after starting the Bright Mind natural Adderall alternative, although skipping Bringht Mind today to allow myself to lower tolerance) It seems as though these posts are becoming less eventful, as I am adjusting to life with less and less of this drug.…
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