Big Tiny Steps

(At 12.5% of full dosage)

A bit of a later update than normal, as today was the second day in a row of not having that full morning quiet time I depend on for keeping this website update. At least today I had a few minutes before my older son woke up. But I am feeling pretty good energy-wise.

I got some good financial news today, and I do credit some of that to the Money EQ course on Mindvalley, which I mentioned a few days ago. So that has lifted my mood a bit. Anyone says that money doesn’t make you happy is pretty much full of shit.

Of course, that only applies to having enough money to cover your expenses. Beyond that, not that I know firsthand, by what I hear is that more money than what you need doesn’t necessarily make you more happy.

Of course, that’s not my particular issue at this moment, but it does look like we have some measure of stability for a longer period of time than normal, and this financial help does not come by way of another one of those high-interest “mafia loans/credit cards” we’ve been forced to take on over the past year.

One Day Left After Today!

The finish line is indeed well within site. This is actually the eve of my last morning with my old friend Adderall assisting me.

That said…

If on Thursday I run into some significant withdrawals or exhaustion, then I am open to taking another 2.5 mg if I need to extend the runway a bit.

However, I am also preparing for a bit of a psychosomatic mindf**ck from my brain saying, “whoa, no Adderall – DID I SAY YOU COULD DO THAT?!? SPOILER ALERT…I DIDN’T!”

But seriously, I am so grateful to have come this far, no longer living under threat of debilitating withdrawals caused by the next massive Adderall shortage.

Nope, that’s no longer me. I no longer have feel those butterflies aflutter in my stomach during that minute of silence while the pharmacist confirms for me whether or not they have my prescription in stock.

One major lifeforce-strangling chain broken, 200 more chains to go (give or take or take a thousand.)