Big Tiny Steps

Right now I am thinking it’s going to be March 4, 2025.

I need to get some ducks in a row. Right now I am thinking I want to have two things on hand:

1. A pill cutter
2. The “Bright Mind” drink (may need to find something stronger like Modafinil at some point, but that’s complicated and I don’t want to hold things up).

So yeah, this shit is scary, I won’t lie.

Like, just last night, I was barely able to get any sleep due to this mysterious challenging life situation I have and over which I have very limited control. In fact, as I type this out, it feel like my life sitatuation is trying as hard as it can to pull me away from what I am doing.

Maybe I am forcing things trying to sit here and write in this thing.

Let me put it aside and take care of what’s in front of me rather than force shit.